lost bout 2lbs. So pretty ok with that. hope the process speeds up though.
takes like 2 seconds to gain weight and ten years to take it off dont ya all reckon!!!
Eating like under 500 cals used to be so easy, but since 2 months of eating nomrally, under 700 is a struggle.
But ill do it. i aim to go 700 cals for like 2 more weeks, then down to under 500 cals for a month or so and see how i go.
may be asking ya'll for help though.
Love you all
Stay strong!
PS. only 178 cals so far today and its almost 5pm when i finish work, then gym for 2 hours, then it'll be hard.
so if you wanna comment, maybe text buddies or email buddies?
i live in SA, i know someone lived in SA too and one in Melb?
please answer!
- Loose at least 10lbs this month if not more
- not miss my gym sessions
- do at least 3 jogs per week
- eat under 500 cals (never done before!)
- not give into snacking
- not be pressured into eating by my MOTHER!
lets hope we all achieve them,
if we remember we should all post how mch we lost at the end of act and what goals we achieved, what ones we didn't, why we didn't, and how we are gonna fix them the next month!
Great idea whoevers idea this was!
Maybe its just me, maybe my posts are just crap. wouldnt surpirse me. I cant seem to do anything else right.
- Mood:
depressed
then for the past 2 months been trying recover (not that i needed it, more of a mental need than a physical need) and eating about 1500 cals, and 2 months later am now 143lbs. I AM THE FATTEST I HAVE BEEN IN 3 years and only 5lbs off my highest ever.
I SO NEED HELP.
SO, do you think if i went back to 700 cals id get back down, and then i try to just keep decreasing when i get there....
or should i try 2,4,6,8 ( I never done it before)???
Please someone reply and help me please. I dont want my body to just store everything i eat, and i am desperate to loose weight. i hate myself so much right now, i dont want to exist.
Please girls, help me.
xxx
- Mood: depressed
so i figure what the fuck trying not to eat isnt working, and my bf and me had a big talk about doing it right this time and everything, and 2 months in of trying to recover (so basicaly eating 1500 cals about) i have gained 5 kgs, (11lbs) and now i am like Fuck this i just wont do it.
i just need to try harder and start jogging alot more!
so (not that my bf knows and i plan to not tell him) but i am back.
gonna try depseratly to do 2468, never did that but thuoght about it alot.
my folks are real strict, we eat toghether every night, but brekky and lunch i can get outta.
please right me any expierience on the 2468, how much you lost and how long it took.
I CANNOT GET RID OF THIS FAT FAST ENOUGH!
Good to be back. I feel happy for the first time in months.
- Location:work
- Mood:
optimistic
He knows right now i am really down on myself, kinda stuck atm with weight loss, have been for a while, but i am just really unhappy with how i look, and he wants to try to motivate me, so he says to tone up. (he says its fine but if thats what hes gotta do to motivateme?)
kinda works cause makes me more so disgusted with myself
Once i lost 22lbs in like 2 months, he was loving my body, and i was eating like 1400 cals a day.
Now i eat barely 700cals (max) and i loose nothing.
I just dont know what to do.
Anybody else had this problem.
Feeling really alone right now.
- Mood: depressed
Fuck me. I just ate 6 tim tams after snacking all day on fruchocs.
today is horrible. and i gained.
fuck fuck fuck.
tomorrows plan to get back to it
b- apple
l - banana
t - small amount as possible.
reckon ill make it?
- Mood: crushed
I just feel like no matter what i do i just can't loose weight.
and its not as though i am way skinny and have got nothing to loose, i have a massive gut and big thighs.
I do have DD boobs which i enjoy, but i would honestly give them up to be thin.
i just feel so depressed, like i have tried everything with no luck
I fast for 2-3 days and lose like 4lbs, then when i do eat again i find it really hard to not binge (which i have the last few times, mainly on lollies and sugar and crap) and then i end up exactly back at my same weight before i even started the fast.
I feel so depressed. I weigh 62kg (136lbs) and my lowest was 55kg (121lbs) about 2 years ago and when i got down to that i was eating 1300cals a day, now i eat about 500 cals a day and i loose nothing!!!
Please someone help me. I have to loose this weight.
I just wanna end it all, i would rather be dead than this fat
- Location:Office
- Mood:
frustrated - Music:None, i dont deserve music
Need to hide food.
here's a tip.
I can't use the regular bin cause my bf would see, so i take my lunch into work and take it into the toilets and put it in the sanitary bin. I leave the wrappying and a few crumbs on my desk and then put them in my regular bin while he's in the room!!!!
Works everytime! Cause that is one bin no one will ever check!!!
Kinda gross i know but!!!
anyone got any tips for getting outta tea?
Thats the meal i can't ditch!
- Location:work :(
- Mood:
oh lala
2 days of fasting excpt for a few cups of tea with sugar.
And i have lost 4 pounds!
If only i can keep it up!
I managed to skip breakfast and lunch today but im not sure if i can do it for tea?!
Wish me luk and stay strong!
I just gotta make sure when i eat and if i eat tea its healthy and small portioned, i cant binge out!!!
Love you all, its so great having someone to talk to about everything and push me on, instead of everyone else in my life checking up on me all the goddamm time!!!
- Mood: ecstatic
Everyday i set out to eat nothing. Then something happens eg my bf comes round for lunch or something and i have to eat. I know most days i will have to eat dinner, but b4 that i dont wanna. and i dont get hungry!
Its just that once i start eating i start craving more, not hungry, just craving more.
But if i dont start then i dont get cravings or hunger?
I hate it, wish everyone in my life would just f**k off and leave me alone!!!
- Mood: bitchy
i just ate a massive meal of beef sauce and pasta, then i ate an entire packet of tv snacks these chocolate biscuits, and i had a cup of tea with 2 sugars and some hard lollies.
OMG I feel like im about to explode! my tum is so tight and i feel so sick!
tomorrow i am eating min possible. Although lunch and tea will be a must as my bf is working with me.
omg i feel so so so sick.
i am a complete failure, i feel i will always be fat.
i just wanna nit eat, once i start i cant stop! And my fam makes me start n then i cant control!
just got this laptop so hopefully after meals i cant say no to i can come on here and keep buys.
i hate myself i am fat and horrible and have no self control!!!
hope you are all stronger than me.
- Mood: crushed
I WISH THAT FOR 2-3 WEEKS MY FAMILY WOULD GO AWAY!!! AND MY BOYFRIEND!
That would give me 3 weeks of eating ZERO! and i am sure i would reach my goals!!!
Love you
- Mood: crushed
I finally have a user pic.
Hillary duff at almost her smallest.
God i want her body :(
- Mood: hopeful
I have no idea how much i weigh right now, i am house sitting and the place has no scales.
But on thursday i did my first ever fast!!! I did have sugar in my tea throughout the day but not too bad!
I wasn't even hungry. It was only one day but i figure at least its a start!
THen friday, saturday and sunday i only had tea which was pretty healthy but some bread too :(
Today was gonna be a fast too but i just broke with with 6 little choclate maltezer thingies.
But hopefully that is all i will eat today.
WIsh me luck!
Wanna start making sunday - Just dinner
Monday - just dinner
Tuesday - Just dinner
Wed - Just dinner
Thurs fast
Fri - just dinner
and sat just dinner.
Lol, so yeah dinner for me only! Cause thats really the only meal that i always have to have with someone. Lunch and Breakfast i can usually get out of (my boyfriend doesn't work with me and gets up later than me haha)
Love you all.
Annoyed bout me breaking my fast today, but now nothing till 2moz tea for me!!! (I HOPE)
stay strong girls
- Location:fucking office
- Mood:
crazy
long time no see. Now i dont konw what i am doing wrong but i still not been accepted to the pro ana forum?
Maybe i joining wrong?
Also i have gained 4lbs :( Not happy or impressed.
So i am trying to have 2 meals a day (cause my bf watches me like a hawk), but am thinking, apple for breakfast, soup for lunch thats about 226 cals, and then minimal for dinner.
Think i will be able to loose if i can stick to that?
Was thinking a getting back to 'normal' eating after seein my nutritionist and having alot of vitamin deficincies, but you know what....... FUCK IT! i dont care how my body runs, as long as i look fucking skinny! I just wanna be thin so bad!
Wich i could just cut the fat off.
Stay strong girls
i need you to stay strong to urge me on.
Love you all xxx
- Location:Work
- Mood: depressed
Hey Everyone,
anyone got any thinspo they feel like posting?
Could really use some right now!!
Also anybody on here a Registered Nurse? I was looking at heading back to uni to do it and was wondering what type of hours you work?
CHEERS DEARS
Stay strong!
i am seeing a nurtritionist on wed night, my choice, because i just can't seem to loose weight. THink i should tell her everything? Like about trying to restrict and taking lax's? I am not sure cause i doubt she will try to help me loose weight if she thinks i have a problem???
Any one had any past expierinces?
I just not sure how honest to be, i wanna be honest to get the good results i want, but part of me is like she is just gonna want you healthy, not skinny, but healthy.
Also contemplating the just stop eating altoghther! But i have never fasted before, and don't know if id be able to, not while i live at home anyways. Hmmmmm.
Love ya'll!
- Mood:
confused
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